This part of my life is well described by the title. I am at this point - I really mean a 'point' when I say point. It's like standing at the edge of nothingness and neither can I enjoy a free fall, nor can I pace back.
I need some motivation to go on with my story. I am lazy. I am angry. I am tired. I have been every negative thought you can think of and I am not really enjoying being sadist at myself either.
A couple of years ahead I see myself really happy and with M. He is everything positive in my life and its there to stay. Its just hurts to be away from him though **sad smiley**.
I am trying to device a way to get to him as soon as I can but it seems Mr. Time wants me to wait a wee bit longer. What Mr. Time doesn't understand is that I need this now ...like right now. I have my calculations and for it to work perfect Mr. Time needs to follow what I want of him.
So, I shall wish for this little phase of my life to fade away soon and till then guide my energies to concentrate on my to-be-asset - a product of my intellect - my book.
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