License to bitch # 1

I am benumbed. Left in a not so comfortable state of my being. Thoughts come into my mind:-

> I know I am not a fake
> Am I tagged as a Bitch, finally?
> I don't need to justify myself to anyone but i guess i still would
> Have I not met people who I would cherish for life?
> I have met more people who hate me rather than people who understand me.
> Am I that confusing a character?
> Have I started to care about people's opinions ?
> Am I feeling guilty ?

The mass that I am made of, no one has ever known. I am a humble enthusiastic loved by everyone kind of girl. The least I would care for is a show. I am one of the biggest players in life whose learnt from her own follies. Foils of life that i wouldn't want anyone to go through. If i have ever hated anyone out of my claims to loving all, its only because they have much to learn from life and have done things that might just leave you still and breathless if you heard them. You would be startled and dead to think. I wish to cause no harm by whatever I say. I have tried to never harm anyone. I am not here to justify myself. I know what I am and I know what i can be. For the rest of you learn to be happy in life. There is life beyond reaping on sadistic pleasure. For all you know i am the best at it.

I am very much in Love with myself, unmoved and all smiles. I have greater things to live up to and prove in my life. I am all set for the game of life. Muwaaah !!! Love you all loads.

I am Pure Evil.