I am seldom Sad and only the divine knows why. Its just my nature to be happy. I am a happy person. But**drumrolls** I do have days when I feel low but am not so expressive about it. Its been years now. Most of my emotions lie dormant since I have been so controlling of them. Anger is one of them. I seldom express it the way it fills up the void within me. Usually I restrain from being verbally articulate.
A was already two shots down from her Boss's party and talking...yap yap yap yap. We reach the farmhouse after and hour and a half hours drive. "Happy Birthday" and we get introduced to N and D's friends. We meet this guy who apparently had a drunk debate with A some time back and remembered it. He had called R a Dog and A had raised her voice against that. Well, got to know he was some Don ...Gunda and all. Can straight away slit someone dead. Why wasn't I scared.
He is drunk and starts hitting on A. I am standing there like her security. A almost about to fall is standing at the edge of the dance floor while Mr. Don is cheek to cheek with her. saying things into her ear. She is offended though two more shots down and tries hard to maintain distance. Mr. Don is too persuasive for that. He comes on to me and is giving me continuous pecks on my cheek though I resist. Disgusted I fall aback. All I hear is "help me hook up with your friend". I was like WTF... do I look like some Pimp. I felt Abused. ....Why did I have to come here....Weird guy....Damn!
Don asks A ..." why dont you and you friend sandwich me and dance"
WTF
A yells" You would have girls falling all over you for your richness but not Me"
**Don leaves angrily**
**D is pissed at this but we stop him not to go fight**
Dcomes with Vodka shots. Fuck the resolution. Peeyo Behenchod. I gulp it down.
By the poolside....
A is Drunk and onto her stubbornness...I don't know what D said that made her compare him with S....the next I see is, she is arguing and in the pool all drenched. D is much the same.
We leave them alone for a while three of us( N Me and Ne) are all drunk and high....sit by the pool side. I am all the more irritated by A and her stupid fights. D gives me the wet wallet...cellphone.. and the pack of wet cigarettes. ....N goes WTF....He needed a cigarette.
A friend of his comes....
"kya pee raha hai"
"yeh teri matlab wali nahi hai"
For a moment I thought it was dope lingo...but it escaped thanks to drunk me....the friend goes away and N's smoking by the stairs now where D and A are arguing. A is being loud and irritable. . . I am pissed...N goes and comes with a cigarette....I take the cigarette from him and take three drags without realizing there is hash in it. . . I am High ...what do u know but in my senses still. . . Thanks to A...Ne tried hard to convince her that there was no reason she should be acting like that but its A....come on...she says things when Drunk ...who knows better than me.... Mind fucked....
I am forgetting the equation and sequence of events here...
** We are dancing**
**Ne Passes out**
**D comes with a bruised chin and blood in his hands and on his shirt**
**A flirts with the DJ**
**N and Me take care of Ne**
**D is bruised but still drinking like crazy**
** I am another shot down**
**A is missing**
**I find her sharing her meal with the Don**
**I drag both of them to Ne**
**Don ji leaves**
**A is least bothered about her friend and wants to be left alone and dancing and flirting with the DJ**
**I tempt her with playing football with an empty plastic bottle with me**
**We have fun for a while**
**Try to make Ne Puke while Me and A are done Puking**
**I see D's wound and yell at him that it needs stitches and make him sit quietly**
**2 hours have passed and Ne is still dead and cold**
** All of us have fallen at least once**
**I smoke a cigarette with A**
Atlast N feels fine enough to Drive back and Don ji asks for a list. WTF...not him... He anyway joins us...D is still bleeding ...Ne is resting on my left shoulder in the car while D and A are busy talking in the back seat.
Mr. Don is almost dead and doped and sits in the front with N on the drivers seat.
From here onwards "Bakchodi starts"....I am pissed ...retarded ...upset...the day has been some trip...and on top of that Don claiming on words like Madarchod. Arguement begins while I thought Don needs a helping hand and ask him rest on his seat than the drivers seat. Thought he was doped and dead but horny enough to try moves on my hand.
I hear "Madarchod"
" Abe tereko koi boley to kya karega"
"madarchod ko kaat dalunga"
"aisey thodi na bahenchod"
"to kya karun bata"
"chutiye gaali ka jawaab gaali se de na"
"aur harami madarchod saley ye haath pe kya kar raha hai. The more you do it the more I would remember my boyfriend"
Don leaves my hand and and tries touching my face but cant. I am like WTF. More abuses and then.
"I would take that as a complement"
" naam kya hai tera"...first he says S and then corects it to ...i forgot again...errr.."Rt"
I am again on galis and the next statement is uttered when A starts arguing with him too as he almost asks me for a one night stand
"tum jaisey chutiye bandon se milkey mujhey apni aukaad pata chalti hai"
He moves his hand to my exposed calf and i am like WTF....
"Chutiye behenchod sale madarchod...haath hata...ye sab kisi aur ke saath karna ...mujhey kuch nai hota"
"teach me" comes the reply.
I hold his hand yet again as he is all touchy touchy on A and Me.
"Ye kiska haath hai"
"Mera haath hai chutiye"
He leaves my hand and turns around and argues with N and D to join us at the back. N shrieks"gaadi chalaney do mujhey" while I am still on abuses. I asked the Don a few personal questions if he is ever been in love and all. He goes a little weak on the knees. **googly Woogly Wush to the Don**
"Remember my face" comes my reply when I see him staring at me.
He asks me out for the night. A rages up and argues. I argue too. A asks him if he can ever be serious an act mature and take care of the situation. He is serious and asks to take D to a nursery to get stitches. N yells " I am taking him to R.
We reach the rich Don's ghar. He doesnt get down though I had asked him to "go to his alishaan ghar and screw his bed" . N drops us. I shake hands and bid my byes. Rt holds my hand and asks me to stay. I reply " Dude, I have a Boyfriend and I dont sleep around with drunk men. Talk to me when sober if you care to remember." He follows and asks if he can stay over.
"I am a good guy"
"Koi nahi ...main bahut harami ladki hun...Byeee"
"Please, there is no chance that I can stay over?"
"With four femmes...ofcourse not and I dont screw drunk men...talk to me when sober"
"I only talk profits ...aur paisey kamaney ke tareekey...when sober"
"Good for you..Bye"
I utter the digits of my mobile number thinking the doped Don wouldn't remember. I am relieved that he is gone. Me and A change and within 5 minutes comes a call.
Rt is on the call.
" I promise I will pick you and drop you safely..I just want to talk"
"I know what talking means"
"Trust me..no hanky panky...no make outs..no kisses"
"Trust...why should I ...We've just met"
"I just want to talk"
"Aren't we on the phone?"
"I want to spend quality time with you"
"We are spending quality time on the phone"
"So I don't have a chance?"
"Call me when Sober"
"This is my number. You may if you wish to."
"Sure. Good night"
Me and A talk to N while D is getting his stitches done and go off to sleep.
In the afternoon Ne gets up and me and A scare her with a made up story about she making out with the Don when drunk. In the evening N and D come. D has his chin stitched and dressed with band aids. N tells me I smoked hash. I am surprised at myself. WTF.
"Bus yehi bacha tha"
"Wasn't much...just 3 drags...you wouldn't have felt much"
"Huh!"
"Tumhara dost Rt...he called"
**I describe the conversation**
"Vaisey kisi ki himmat nahi ki ussey gaaliyan de. Tu pehli bandi hogi jisney usko itti gaaliyan di."
"He completely deserved it"
"Bura banda nahi hai...bus tharki hai"
"yeah ..Right"
I regretted agreeing to go out with A that moment. Didn't say anything. I haven't abused anyone so honestly and blatantly ever. Felt good though it might have put me in trouble.
**Delhi continuous blasts**
**We wait for things to get settled and I reach back home**
**Still not over the previous night**
AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
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